wassup! past 3 months has been pure grind! didnt go out much.. stayin home.. logged decent amount of hands almost everyday and got my self biggest bankroll i ve ever had online and now im 6 tablin' 5/10nl whaa whaat!! =) i ve suffered a 9k downswing about 2 weeks ago during a marathon session which i did not intend to have (about 30 hrs long (lolTILTttt)..i dont think i spewed like crazy its just couple of 400bb pots at 5/10nl that i got coolered with which had me playing long with my F- game... ok i did spew a lil bit...i took a day off...logged back in next day, made half of it back two tablin' 5/10nl HU with a reg(lol variance...) and then i been on a heater since then..yay.. at this pace im looking at a cool 6 figure roll online by the end of december but who knows.. pokers just a sick fckin game...i could be busto tomorrow lol... other than that id like to send a message to all those bumhunters out there who gets check- raised once in 10 hands and sits out then say gg...gtfo wtf! stop bumhunting 24/7 and enjoy the variance lol..
im looking at this beautiful dual 15inch screen laptop which im going to buy very soon..its just perfect for my online pokerzz... heres the link for it http://www.gscreencorp.com/
gg gl at ur tables. ^^
2009년 10월 23일 금요일
2009년 7월 29일 수요일
summer...vegas...wsop...etc...
it' been a while since my last post... just been lazy and trying to enjoy the summer... i have been going out quite a bit... spending lots of benjamins lately but im runnin goooot at the moment so its all good lol....last month i ve made my short trip to vegas to play an event in the world series... its my first major live donkament ever and i cashed that one for a decent amount.... yayyy...also i ve done pretty well in the caesars palace 2/5nl and 5/10nl games during the trip... had a few marathon sessions there and it led me to a mad shopping spree because i thought i deserve a few nice things after those tirin live sessions god i hate live poker noo i love it lol.. so i ended up buying a nice $800 sunglasses along with this nice dress shirt.... other than that i havent done that much in vegas since i stayed there for only a week...went to Xs and Rain for clubbing and dropped nuff billz on drinks n stuff but still up about 7k total during the trip soo thats somethin im happy about ;) hehe... other than vegas, my life is again back to pretty standard mode.. grindin' the med stakes, exploiting donkeys, puttin them into miseries, not really feelin sorry about it, making no positive contribute to this society....having moral dillemas about it,...etc.. lol... i have couple of vacation plans for august and ill see how that works out... i would love to hit up some APPT events in the next upcoming months if i can afford it.. i really missed playing in walker hill casino in korea but i heard the pokerroom there has beeen closed so im not sure where they are holding appt event for seoul... anywayz toronto is boring as usual.. i ve also made a deposit on this site that i used to play back in the days with a rakeback because the traffic there on ring games got much better than before.. so im also planning to log a decent amount of hands on this site as well... siiick life continues.
gg gl at ur tables.
gg gl at ur tables.
2009년 5월 4일 월요일
Am i still enjoyin' poker?
It has been about a year and half since poker became my only source of income. In other words I have been doing this professionally since then. Today, i asked myself this question for some reason and decided to make a bit more of a thoughtful post since my past blog entries has been more of brags and result-oriented stuffs. So, am i still enjoyin' poker? I know i was really enjoying poker when i first started playing holdem' online back in 2004 and 2005 during the poker boom and obviously i was not a winning player back then but i loved the excitement of shippin' those occasional pots my way, makin fun of ppl that i sucked out in the chat, endless sessions and etc...
So do I enjoy poker these days? I sure do still because I believe i am still learning and evolving as a better player and sometimes I go thru these eureka moments where things start clickin; and I'd be so confident about my game but I think that it still has become so much of a grind that sometimes I miss the times when I used to play casually. I might feel this because poker did make me financially happier than before in the last couple of years and i might have become more materialistic person, meaning I let the size of my bankroll decide the happiness in my life, which did interfere with my social life around my friends and family a little bit i must admit. The last 4 years of my life has been a long ride after entering this sick world of online poker lifestyle. I've basically spent my last 4 years try learnin and beatin the online poker instead of going to university like most of my friends, preparing themselves for a career or whwatever. I definately wont regret what I did tho because Ive also gained lotta things playin poker professinally. But I also think that the 4 years or more that i could've spent in the university coulda been a valuable experience to me. I could still go if i want to... without having to worry about the tuition or gettin in debt =)
So back to the question again, i think im asking myself this question because i got reminded of my 9-5 or watever 8-hour shift jobs that ive had before. Playin for a living on any job has its ups and downs and its all about confidence and variance.
If you are confident in your abilitys and understand variance, then it won't be as bad as alot of people make it about to me. And by confidence I mean having the confidence to still know your good at what your doing after a couple months of negative variance. So I guess i kinda felt the games i ve been playing got boring and dull today and this question came across my mind. But the more i play the more i learn still in this game because poker is like such a infinite learning process and how the games are being played is always changing and that is what i love about this game. There's nothing better than enjoying your job. =) I dont think that i have discovered much of competitive nature in me before poker. So i think that is another thing i ve gained from poker. I also enjoy having noone to boss me around. I'm my own boss. That's really something I value above like everything else. I've had a regular job, it sucked. I had an cluess fucking idiot Ahole boss tellin me what to do and it was so horrible. Never again will I go back to making money for anyone else but myself. I think that outweighs everything LOL. I ve also learned to have better bankroll management than before i remember the beginning days of poker when I used to tilt away my hard-gained bankrolls over a night and that also taught me a lot of lessons about money. But no more of those.. i hope lol. Now I've made a decent investment buying a rental property with my 2008 winnings so thats something to look back to when im super tilted or BUSTO(hopefully never again). Im gettin old nowww i gotta be a lifeNIT lol. So yah, looking at the pros and cons of poker... cons such as the downswing hurting me badly at times and losing my time to go out and chill with my friends just to hunt the huge donks at my table because it is soooo +EV..etc..., i think i can balance these things if i manage myself well. But again i have to mention i do not enjoy playin poker when im out tryin to have a social life and some of my friends wanting to play poker recreatoinally.... that TILTS me loll... im sure that would tilt most of you other regular grinders who put in a decent amount of volume hands every day. lol and its hard to explain to my friends or other ppl what i do for livin sometimes cuz a lot of them dont understand how sophisticated it is and look at as just a form of gambling so i just dont bother anymore cuz also i could sound too cocky tryin to explain involvin the amount of $ that i made last night which could be their monthly pay cheque lol..but also when i explain how much i lost last night they think i should stop hahah...so that tilts mee again lul...anywayz i thank God that i was able to make it this far at least.. so thats bout it, i was just bored after loggin' some hands today and decided to make a little bit more thoughtful entry than before includin the flashbacks of my last 4 years..so i tried :p
i hope i'll continue to get better in this game and be humbled regardless of the results that come in the future.
Conclusion, yesss i do enjoy poker these days and i hope to enjoy more in the future..i hope... minus Z inevitable downswings.. F U downswingz. run goot foreva plz
gg and gl at ur tables.. or have fun at ur work lol..
So do I enjoy poker these days? I sure do still because I believe i am still learning and evolving as a better player and sometimes I go thru these eureka moments where things start clickin; and I'd be so confident about my game but I think that it still has become so much of a grind that sometimes I miss the times when I used to play casually. I might feel this because poker did make me financially happier than before in the last couple of years and i might have become more materialistic person, meaning I let the size of my bankroll decide the happiness in my life, which did interfere with my social life around my friends and family a little bit i must admit. The last 4 years of my life has been a long ride after entering this sick world of online poker lifestyle. I've basically spent my last 4 years try learnin and beatin the online poker instead of going to university like most of my friends, preparing themselves for a career or whwatever. I definately wont regret what I did tho because Ive also gained lotta things playin poker professinally. But I also think that the 4 years or more that i could've spent in the university coulda been a valuable experience to me. I could still go if i want to... without having to worry about the tuition or gettin in debt =)
So back to the question again, i think im asking myself this question because i got reminded of my 9-5 or watever 8-hour shift jobs that ive had before. Playin for a living on any job has its ups and downs and its all about confidence and variance.
If you are confident in your abilitys and understand variance, then it won't be as bad as alot of people make it about to me. And by confidence I mean having the confidence to still know your good at what your doing after a couple months of negative variance. So I guess i kinda felt the games i ve been playing got boring and dull today and this question came across my mind. But the more i play the more i learn still in this game because poker is like such a infinite learning process and how the games are being played is always changing and that is what i love about this game. There's nothing better than enjoying your job. =) I dont think that i have discovered much of competitive nature in me before poker. So i think that is another thing i ve gained from poker. I also enjoy having noone to boss me around. I'm my own boss. That's really something I value above like everything else. I've had a regular job, it sucked. I had an cluess fucking idiot Ahole boss tellin me what to do and it was so horrible. Never again will I go back to making money for anyone else but myself. I think that outweighs everything LOL. I ve also learned to have better bankroll management than before i remember the beginning days of poker when I used to tilt away my hard-gained bankrolls over a night and that also taught me a lot of lessons about money. But no more of those.. i hope lol. Now I've made a decent investment buying a rental property with my 2008 winnings so thats something to look back to when im super tilted or BUSTO(hopefully never again). Im gettin old nowww i gotta be a lifeNIT lol. So yah, looking at the pros and cons of poker... cons such as the downswing hurting me badly at times and losing my time to go out and chill with my friends just to hunt the huge donks at my table because it is soooo +EV..etc..., i think i can balance these things if i manage myself well. But again i have to mention i do not enjoy playin poker when im out tryin to have a social life and some of my friends wanting to play poker recreatoinally.... that TILTS me loll... im sure that would tilt most of you other regular grinders who put in a decent amount of volume hands every day. lol and its hard to explain to my friends or other ppl what i do for livin sometimes cuz a lot of them dont understand how sophisticated it is and look at as just a form of gambling so i just dont bother anymore cuz also i could sound too cocky tryin to explain involvin the amount of $ that i made last night which could be their monthly pay cheque lol..but also when i explain how much i lost last night they think i should stop hahah...so that tilts mee again lul...anywayz i thank God that i was able to make it this far at least.. so thats bout it, i was just bored after loggin' some hands today and decided to make a little bit more thoughtful entry than before includin the flashbacks of my last 4 years..so i tried :p
i hope i'll continue to get better in this game and be humbled regardless of the results that come in the future.
Conclusion, yesss i do enjoy poker these days and i hope to enjoy more in the future..i hope... minus Z inevitable downswings.. F U downswingz. run goot foreva plz
gg and gl at ur tables.. or have fun at ur work lol..
2009년 4월 24일 금요일
donkaments!
yay donkaments!
had most amazing run in two donkaments two days ago... 15k guaranteed turbo nl and 20k turbo nl... got 2nd and 3rd on them the same day which was good for $5200..loldonkament!!... so thats something i had to brag about =) cuz i need run better in mtts! stars roll almost at $15k now... i ve recently moved to a new condo and i guess this place is giving me some new luck! lol.. anyways im still runnin' about
4ptbb/100 in 1/2nl after 12000 more hands which is nicee... i hope these days continue... still losing whole lotta value not getting rakeback.. i paid about $3400 in the last 30 days which would give me $1000+ rakeback which would really help me paying the rent at this expansive place for my standards... but cant complain when im shippin' two donkaments in one day loll... anywayz thats enough on my stats atm.. summer is comin' in toronto and i hope to enjoy this summer as much as i can... too much poker lately..i gotta enjoy the fruits of my labour... and i hate when my non-poker friends that want to play poker when im out trying to chill outt take a break from cards...lol... its amazin' how even most of my friends are playing nl holdem these days... poker has spread out really fast which is good thing for us... we do need more spewy donkeys online since the games got a little tougher than 2004... i do want to go vegas this summer... i failed to do so last summer due to my passport being lost.. aight nothin else to post about in this sick little 6-max nl all day all night life lol.. gg gl at ur tables.. ;)
had most amazing run in two donkaments two days ago... 15k guaranteed turbo nl and 20k turbo nl... got 2nd and 3rd on them the same day which was good for $5200..loldonkament!!... so thats something i had to brag about =) cuz i need run better in mtts! stars roll almost at $15k now... i ve recently moved to a new condo and i guess this place is giving me some new luck! lol.. anyways im still runnin' about
4ptbb/100 in 1/2nl after 12000 more hands which is nicee... i hope these days continue... still losing whole lotta value not getting rakeback.. i paid about $3400 in the last 30 days which would give me $1000+ rakeback which would really help me paying the rent at this expansive place for my standards... but cant complain when im shippin' two donkaments in one day loll... anywayz thats enough on my stats atm.. summer is comin' in toronto and i hope to enjoy this summer as much as i can... too much poker lately..i gotta enjoy the fruits of my labour... and i hate when my non-poker friends that want to play poker when im out trying to chill outt take a break from cards...lol... its amazin' how even most of my friends are playing nl holdem these days... poker has spread out really fast which is good thing for us... we do need more spewy donkeys online since the games got a little tougher than 2004... i do want to go vegas this summer... i failed to do so last summer due to my passport being lost.. aight nothin else to post about in this sick little 6-max nl all day all night life lol.. gg gl at ur tables.. ;)
2009년 4월 11일 토요일
swingy sessions...
sup my poker degens and everybody else ;)... not much to update... ive just turned 25last week and i feeel very olddd... time goes by fast..dayumm....so my plan to become a millionare by 25 has failed.. but its ok... the future is bright imo.. lol.. anywayz.. so poker has been same ol' standard bs.. i ve gone on a big downswing at the end of march on a single day...which was about 9 or 10 buyin downswing i believe... and then i recovered most of it during my next session which i played about 9 hour straight.. so siiiick lol... i ve pumped my pokerstars roll up to 9k and i ve recently started 6-tabling 1/2nl on stars... i think im doing pretty well... running 4.35ptbb/100 in the last 28000ish hands...definately runnin' p hot or im just gettin' too good lolz...also i really like stars software... better time bank feature and etc... but i dont like how i cant get rakeback on this site... i raked $2500 in about a month which means i woulda got about $800 in rakeback if i played on pkr.com or any other site that i get rakeback with.. but watever... i really like playin on stars at the moment and im already 1/3way thru becoming a supernova member here and they do have a great vip system and bonuses... so ill see how that works out... so yah... nothin else to blog about except my stupid results... i always say ill post some hands but im just so lazy when im writin these blog entries.... i write this shiit when im extremely boredddd.. anywayz this year is goin well at the moment...mo' money mo' happy.. lol... im gonna play the scoop main event tomorrow on stars so please wish me good luck and i hope yall have great easter..
gg gl at ur tables...
gg gl at ur tables...
2009년 3월 11일 수요일
gym... poker...eat....sleeep... poker.....
well not much have changed since the last post... just been nittin it up lockin up some wins and back down playin 1/2nl again... made my first withdrawl in beginnin of february from pkr for 15k. then, i decided actually take a lil break from poker cuz i felt i was gettin really unhealthy with the sleeping schedule, skipping meals and etc. so beginin of february i decided to sign up for gym near my place and have been goin almost 4 times a week since then. But, being a degen i couldnt go 2 weeks without poker i deposited $1200 on fulltilt grinded 100nl 3 tabling... ran it up to over $4000 in 1 week or so(obv i ran goot) and then busto'd at 2/4nl and 3/6nl and 5/10 CAP nl when i decided to go gold or bust with such a small roll lol... i think i decided to do that since i didnt have rakeback with fulltilt so didnt wanna pay too much rake or somethin haha i dunno p dumb thinkin... but watever i wasnt tilted.. just took a shot and went wrong.. but have to admit fulltilt regs are much tougher than some of the other sites i ve played... i could ve practiced a little game selection.. i dont think i got pwned by those regs badly or anythin... just a variance that my small roll couldnt handle at those stakes lol.. stupid me..so gg fulltilt... anywayz i had some roll left on stars...pretty decent roll for 1/2nl... i was grindin that for a bit and then shipped a 10k guaranteed turbo tournament for $4800 which was pretty sweet... and i ve been grindin 1/2nl on stars since then... sunny days are coming soon in toronto so im lookin forward to that... really hated this winter... nothing excites me anymore these days... i even lost contact with many of my friends that i had in the past... thnx to poker... made me too degenerate wtf.... At least i started goin to gym with my bro these days n im startin to build up some stamina and muscles and feelin much better again... my short term goal would be to balance poker and my personal life maybe.. i dont even watch tv anymore wtf...except Lost and couple of other shows.. hahaha but seriously i really gotta learn to not let the size of my bankroll decide the level of my happiness or whatever... its definately not good for my everyday life...i should always have the positive mindset no matter what happens... anyways i cant complain too much about my life... life is gooot no matter wat happens...bring on the inevitable downswings lol..bring it.
n thank you Lord for everythin i have in this life.
gg... gl at ur tables
n thank you Lord for everythin i have in this life.
gg... gl at ur tables
2009년 1월 25일 일요일
2009...
First post of the year!...nothing speciall... gonna be another pretty standard year except that im going to make more $$$.. lol hopefully. After the last post i went out and partied a little bit which i deserved for loggin decent amount of hands in december. 2009 goals are to get 1000000x better in nl holdem(and learn plo too), set up more investments wit the $$, and get back to school(which i really dont see myself finishing it lol). I resumed playing on 6th of this month with my rakeback and i ran it up to $18k until yesterday before losing about 4k against some huge tilting monkey that came to my 3/6nl hu table with $300 something which i assumed he was in for his whole roll... god damnnnn... it was unbelievable how he ran against me... it all started with me value shoving on the river in position with AK on K 5 2 9 2 board and he had 82 suited which hecheckcalled all the way... and he stacks me for 200bb pot few hands later with his AK against my queens..got it in pf.. obv this tilt monkey wins all the flips...then hes hit some flushes against my overpairs and all kinds of other shiit that i ended up stackin off with. Holy fuuck...
and many other unreal hands... wont bother mentionin. was too sick.. and he left me with 6 buyins up..siiiiiiick... i played great tho but variance is just a biatch... especially in heads up... anyways i played a bit today and made a few buyins in 3/6nl 6max so its all good... one of the regs told me that that monkey ended up busting all the $$ he won from me in 10/20nl so that put me on tilttttt... whatever. still ran good this month and i hope to run betterrrr for the rest of this month... APT manila did not happen because i dont wanna go alone...my brother didnt wanna go.. and all my friends are broke or cant afford it... so fck it.. probably run some FTOPS starting feb4th..i just wanna run good one tyyme in big mtts....sooo nothing special in 2009...fckin standrad...lol nothin special in this siiicklife... just degen it out forevaaaaaa.. and God please dont busto me....
gg gl at ur tables..
and many other unreal hands... wont bother mentionin. was too sick.. and he left me with 6 buyins up..siiiiiiick... i played great tho but variance is just a biatch... especially in heads up... anyways i played a bit today and made a few buyins in 3/6nl 6max so its all good... one of the regs told me that that monkey ended up busting all the $$ he won from me in 10/20nl so that put me on tilttttt... whatever. still ran good this month and i hope to run betterrrr for the rest of this month... APT manila did not happen because i dont wanna go alone...my brother didnt wanna go.. and all my friends are broke or cant afford it... so fck it.. probably run some FTOPS starting feb4th..i just wanna run good one tyyme in big mtts....sooo nothing special in 2009...fckin standrad...lol nothin special in this siiicklife... just degen it out forevaaaaaa.. and God please dont busto me....
gg gl at ur tables..
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